Just Losing It

Second period gym was so funny! It’s not even something I can write down… people were just acting really dorky so it was great.

Ok… this is going to sound really stupid if you haven’t, but have you ever been alright with everything and then you give all of it two seconds of pure thought and then you feel all cold with this feeling of realization..? I can’t explain it. I can’t… but… I was on the bus today and I just thought about how Janet was going to Hungary and all of a sudden it seemed so far away… I felt scared and I just thought, God, please let her be okay. And it was so strange. It felt like the air in the bus dropped twenty degrees and then went back to normal really quickly.

Or maybe I’m just losing it.