Nothing Productive

I sure have done nothing productive today… probably because I finished all my homework on Friday so there was absolutely nothing to do. I listened to music and read some of Outlander and worked on a crossword puzzle. Nothing productive.

It seems like I’ve been a pretty crappy friend lately, even if it’s been by accident. Like, Kaylee said Scott thinks I have been avoiding him because I have not answered his e-mails. But the problem is that I have not gotten any e-mails from him to answer. And I nearly always at least look at the senders in my junk-mail folder before I empty it (plus, he is on my safe list) so I really don’t know what is happening there, unless he has the wrong address. Even that is not very likely considering I was getting his e-mails in June. So… I don’t know. But it makes me sad that he thinks that because I’m totally not avoiding him.

And then yesterday there was that DDR thing planned for after church, and I’d told Alex that I’d call her when we started so she could come too, but then the plans changed and we went to Angie’s… but I forgot to call Alex. Augh, I am very mad at myself for not remembering, and I felt really bad about it.

And the third thing is that Kim and I bought Sarah’s birthday present ages ago and we still have not given it to her. I guess that’s not terrible, but I really need to take some initiative here.

Apart from all that crap, things have been going alright. Going to Angie’s house was really fun because of all the people there. Aw, Corene and Ang and Robyn, they’re so cool. It sometimes makes me wish I were a few years older, but I would not trade the friendships I have now for anything, really. I mean, I am still friends with them, but not the same way I am friends with Kim and Jen for example. And it’s not so much age as where we are in life. As of next week, all three of them will be married and I just can’t relate to that as well, obviously, because I’m not there yet. But I still feel pretty tight with Kristen and Cailee even though they are not my age, since we are more or less in the same stage in life.

Okay, well, that’s enough mindless rambling for today.