Hopeless

I really should be studying for math right now, which is basically why I’ve spent the last three or so hours doing everything but… I mean, for the love of crap, I even started to clean my room, that’s how much I don’t want to study for math… but I don’t mind studying bio.

Through all this aversion of studying, I have made many wonderful discoveries! Well, one at least. I found the official message board of Jamie Salé and David Pelletier (where they actually post messages occasionally) so I was pretty excited about that! They are so awesome… man, I would give anything to be Jamie Salé.

After that and hanging out on Kim’s forum I kind of idly looked at msn messenger profiles of guys my age that live in the city. I realized very soon that even if I were to find my absolute soulmate there, described on one of the pages, there’s no way I’d ever have the guts to send him a message anyway. So I stopped.

The whole notion of meeting someone any time soon seems pretty hopeless sometimes if I think about it for long enough.