Worried for Nothing

Once the exam was over yesterday, I wasn’t very stressed anymore, but I’m back there again. Bio exam tomorrow… ugh. It’s not fair that I get so worried about this crap. In perspective, all this stuff doesn’t even matter. I’ll worry about everything and in the end it will either turn out fine, or I’ll be able to handle it. Think about it. If I fail all these tests and end up not staying in the honours society, my parents will be disappointed in me until they are firm in the realization that I won’t fail in life without it. Then..? All this fretting will have been for nothing?

I wish I could be like my brother. He’s not worried about his finals at all. He’s been sitting here playing Grand Theft Auto for the last week, didn’t even crack a book until today when he studied for half an hour and his finals are both tomorrow.

Today I worked on the abridged version of Kim’s and my presentation. The more I watch it, the more I think, “what am I going to do without all these guys next year?” It makes me sad. Maybe I’ll have my birthday party in Lethbridge next year? In any case, things will be a lot different next year and it takes me a long time to adjust well to change…