Lacking Purpose

It’s a bad thing that I’m slacking off on my math and chem homework, but I’m not feeling the consequences since there are never any homework checks. Which gives me the feeling of wasted time when I spend half an hour defining a bunch of middle-school chem words and then not even get a mark for it.

I had that paragraph worded so much better when I was thinking about it in math. It’s just gone now.

We filmed our English project in the second period of the double. I was getting frustrated with most of my group’s apathy until I became apathetic myself. It turned out pretty well, though.

School is lacking purpose big time at the moment. I miss bio and social and French. Especially bio. None of my teachers even come close to having the same kind of energy as my bio teacher, which might be attributing to the feeling that school is passing in slow-motion. I looked at my watch a million times today. I never used to do that. Earlier this month I thought that school seemed so slow because I was sick. But now that I’m better I know it’s because school just… is.